my fake smile , just for you ♥
assalamualaikum semua :) and salam sejahtera plus salam satu Malaysia ! hehe :)
post ne pasal cerita semalam . saya telah meng-kol-ing sebuah bijik anak , Ali bin Abu [ bukan nama sebenar ] . nasib baik aku guna sim yg RM1 : 30 minit tu . haha :) kredit ku masa tu RM3 atau RM4 enda silap , pandai pandai lah kamu darab ya berapa minit jadinya bule ber-kol-ing . maka bermula lah perbualan kami pasal pengakap dan seterusnya benda terpaling asas merepek . si beliau ni meluahkan lah feeling dea ne , and dengan budus nya aku layan jak , he said that he like me for some time and wanna be my buipren . seriously , i was really shocked . the really is , i had a little crush on him just a little okay ? , i was so nervous , feels like my heart want to fell out of my chest . it's been a long time since i ever had a feeling or crush on someone . then i said that i'll pertimbangkanlah dulu , then he said he was willing to wait for my answer , even though it takes a long time . after that , we continued chatting nonsense , he told me about his ex-s and his couple , then aku cakap kantoi kau . ada sudah rupanya girl kau , baru seja aku mau terima kau . haammppaa jooee ! nah , nyaris lagi hampir aku jadi yg kedua , haha . hurm , aku cakap sama dea , jangan break sama couple mu gara gara orang yg kau suka , confirm nanti kau menyesal . if kau lebih sayangkan dea , maka teruskan jak lah relationship kamu tu , aku undur seja dengan rela hati :) [ harus tabah seja lah yah eman . hidup memang begini . perit ;D ] tepikir terus aku kata kata nya yg kalah kalah manis nya kurma dorang si Sepah tu . sampai sekarang ! masih berdengung gik suara nya di gegendang telinga ku ne . shit nya . enda pa lah , hidup mesti di teruskan :)

